• 2009-06-06Shit - [Life]

    我多想跑上去跟那老师说,麻烦把卷子给我几秒,让我把答案改成6……
    还是太紧张了,结果看错了,焦虑啊……

    说实话,gre的数学我是没有准备的,前前后后就做了几份题目,所以考试的时候极端不习惯看英语的题目,所以,唉,太轻敌了。
    V的部分还好,但是没手表看,实在不知道该怎么估计时间,晕啊。

    分类: Life
  • Good evening, London.Allow me first to apologize .I do, like many of you, appreciate the comforts of the everyday routine,the security of the familiar,the tranquility of repetition.I enjoy them as much as any bloke.But in the spirit of commemoration.Whereby important events of the past usually associated with someone's death or the end of some awful, bloody struggle are celebrated with a nice holiday.I thought we could mark this November the 5th a day that is, sadly,no longer remembered by taking some time out of our daily lives to sit down and have a little chat.There are, of course,those who do not want us to speak.Even now, orders are being shouted into telephones and men with guns will soon be on their way.Why? Because while the truncheon may be used in lieu of conversation, words will always retain their power.Words offer the means to meaning and, for those who will listen,the enunciation of truth.And the truth is :there is something terribly wrong with this country, isn't there? Cruelty and injustice,intolerance and oppression.And where once you had the freedom to object to think and speak as you saw fit, you now have censors and surveillance coercing your conformity and soliciting submission. 
         
    How did this happen? Who's to blame?Certainly there are those who are more responsible than others.And they will be held accountable.But again, truth be told,if you're looking for the guilty you need only look into a mirror.I know why you did it.I know you were afraid.Who wouldn't be? War, terror, disease.There were a myriad of problems which conspired to corrupt your reason and rob you of your common sense. 
    Fear got the best of you.And in your panic, you turned to the now High Chancellor Adam Sutler.He promised you order,he promised you peace and all he demanded in return was your silent, obedient consent. Last night, I sought to end that silence.Last night,I destroyed the Old Bailey to remind this country of what it has forgotten.More than 400 years ago, a great citizen wished to imbed the 5th of November forever in our memory.His hope was to remind the world that fairness, justice and freedom are more than words.They are perspectives.So if you've seen nothing ,if the crimes of this government remain unknown to you,then I would suggest that you allow the 5th of November to pass unmarked.But if you see what I see ,if you feel as I feel,and if you would seek as I seek,then I ask you to stand beside me,one year from tonight,outside the gates of Parliament.And together, we shall give them a 5th of November that shall never, ever be forgot. 

     

    附上梁文道的一篇关于今天的文章
    https://docs.google.com/View?id=ajfmppc9jp6c_14xg2g48fn
    虽然我们一直在唠叨,虽然我们一直不停止我们的行动,虽然有些人已经麻木了,但是, if you see what I see, if you feel as I feel and if you would seek as I seek, then I ask you to spread it widely as anyone can reach and hear.

    同学说,你怎么又在看这些东西,我只能说:“你他妈的怎么天天就只懂得看电影,连续剧和打游戏?”
    对这些已经学会逃避的人,我一概鄙视!

    分类: 随想
  • 今天下午检查卫生,公管会的人只要发现寝室没人,就直接拿着钥匙开进去检查卫生。根本不当着寝室是别人的寝室。

    我直接对着那人说,他们凭什么进入别人寝室,他们说上面说他们可以开门。肏,上面说的话就比法律要大?妈的这狗屁学校的管理,根本不当学校的权利是一回事,就觉得自己管理方便就算了。妈的,学生的投诉还当是什么事都没有。

    所以,为了自己的财产,请考生慎重考虑,不要随便报考电子科大,因为你的权利并不会被好好的保护,更勿论你作为人的尊严!

    这学校更有些sb,自己的权益受损了还说什么学校不得已之类的,我肏,难道学校要奸了你妈,割你鸡巴,你还说学校有苦衷?学校是学校的事,你的权益是你权益的事,和学校的关系就是,它(希望有狗字旁的,否则不能形容电子科大)不能损你的权益,不是你怕学校,而是学校怕你。这学校基本都是男的,没有多少个像个男的,窝囊得要命,出事的就躲。肏!

    分类: 随想
  • 2009-05-31小情歌 - [Life]

    这世界上的情歌有许多,然而,能听的就那么几首。
    写入心扉,写入思绪,写入许多记忆,也只有这样才可能有好的情歌吧。
    如果Elizabeth Barrett Browning还活着,估计这世界上最唯美的情歌的歌词非她的诗莫属了。

    背完单词,做了两个多小时的题,人都接近要死了,只有某些歌词还能提提神啊……

    分类: Life
  • 前天,老妈问我:“儿子你今天干什么了?”,“背单词。”
    翌日,和老爸电话的时候:“儿子,端午有去庆祝吗?”,“背单词。”
    今天,Jamie问我最近可好,我说:“一般般。”,“为什么?”,“背单词。”
    我感觉我这半年基本就是背单词过来的,好像每次回答别人这个问题的时候都是:“背单词。”
    最好的一次就是在4月份中旬开始写作文的时候,别人问我,我说:“写Issue和Arguement啊。”,后来演变成了去看逻辑学,别人问我的时候我就换成了:“看逻辑学去了。”
    等作文一考完,我又来:“背单词。”
    以至于有一次,有人问我,“你怎么不去追那个女的啊?”,我都不知道该怎么回答,继续说:“背单词。”
    昨天某室友终于受不了我了,在我们寝室集体打完游戏后,他问我,还继续打不?我说:“背单词。”,他说:“靠,你能不能换个词啊!”,“哦,那就,recite the gre word list provided by 红宝书。”。
    终于,今天狠心了下来,一天把逆序背了75页,肖邦的Concerto No.1 F Minor op.11 piano 1到3和Concerto No.2 F Minor op.21 piano 1到3被我这天听了不知道多少次,就是在这背单词中。
    我突然想到,我下次是不是该说:“听交响乐。”,那估计就不会被人鄙视了。
    月底了,学院也把东西都堆到月底来,课程设计大一到大三上的时候不布置,到了大三最后的时候了,就布置了。而且布置得很sb,一开始又说做两个,等我都写好了,就说一个就可以了。去你妈的,老子还熬夜把算法和具体的数学原理都给你弄出来了,居然这样就说算了,入肉(肏)。
    体能测试又说是5.29,结果不测了也不告诉我们,等我们跑了过去才说。浪费了我一个多小时等。
    光纤通信的实验也不知干什么鸟,都安排到我要准备冲刺的那几天。

    “你最近在干嘛”,“日你嘴,看你还问不问。”

    分类: Life